21. skinny fat nurse. with dimples. :)
Squeeze into mine and i'll squeeze yours.
I'm obsessed with fashion and photography.
I'm pretty much an optimistic person. Describing myself too much is TOO MUCH.
That's all. :)
laughter is indeed the best medicine, don't you think? i will never get sick of these people as because they will be the ones who will stay by you no matter what.
see. another retarded picture. mata keroh pulaaaaak. brrrrr.
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THE THREE MUSKETEERS AT WORK.
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my weekends was well-spent tremendously. i am still waiting for my dear friend to send me the rest of the photos via msn. oh well. guess i have to be patient and just wait up. by the way, i am ecstatic to share that i have an amazing boyfriend who never fails to surprise me. he is such a joy to be around and i am glad to have met him. i am happy that we're slowly making this work step by step plus it is therapeutic that i have made new friends along the way. awwwwww. plus, it's nice yet funny to see that all of us clicked so well so fast. heeee.
diana happy nampak.
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presenting: the sweet couples.
awwww again.
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anxious fathers. nyehaha.
we will meet again for paintball! weeeee! i can't wait!
causeway point - movie treats. jangan pandang belakang congkak is freaking funny! i thought it will be mundane and dumb piece to watch. oh my, i laughed like a mad clown in the theatre of which i didn't care less about my surroundings or what others may think of me. i think i looked like a psychotic - a crazy girl with super-messy hair back there. sampai hentak-hentak kaki dan kepala ketawa!
hey people! can you finally see that i'm blogging?!! haha. it looks like i have abandoned my blog. poor sandy-bitch. pardon me for the lack of updates. these past recent weeks has been ridiculously hectic. work blah blah blah plus my never-ending social activities. time was spent awesomely and there's so much things to share! heee. i've got loads of things to look forward to of which is the fasting month, getting ready for our new year plus i can't wait to don the baju kebaya which is all set and ready! puasa pun belum! anyway, i found these photos on my desktop. rather then i leave it unnoticed, i'll better post them. nyehaha.
i spent the rest of my night in tears. sometimes, it is too strong a word to make you bleed. excuse me if i ruined your night - you ruined mine too. to make things clearer and happier for you, our friendship ends here. i will assure you that we won't ever have long confrontations anymore. i hope you'll stay happy in life.
boyfriend brought me to the singapore flyer! bf has passed his 2A earlier today and so he suggested to celebrate it by having the ride. it was my first time having the ride and you bet my legs went wobbly and shaky when the capsule gets higher and higher. till today, i really have a phobia with heights and my heart will just pound like crazy. it felt like i'm in a battlefield. bf was sweet enough to hold my hand throughout and i stayed close to him not wanting to move much. i am even having scary thoughts fearing the capsule might break into two if i move. haha. i simply love my amazing bf. in three days time, it will be our dating anniversary and i hope we will have more happy moments together and my greatest wish is to grow old and cranky with you. imagine you and me with a tongkat with hoarse voices holding hands in the park. HAHAHAHAHA! i can imagine how you even sound like when you're old. * laughs out loud. he has always been lovely and i love you and your crazy personality. ( i know you just vomited, don't forget to clean the floor. )
i think i have told you this for the umpteenth time. i love my ward and i am glad that i'm back! my ward has converted back to it's original status and we have stopped H1N1 admissions which means all of us will no longer be separated and be deployed to other wards. yeah! i hate A&E. freaking hectic, chaotic and a mess. since then, all of us realised how much we needed each other and how blessed we are to be in ward 52. * jumps.
NUHS DINNER AND DANCE last saturday was freaking awesome! truth to be told, it's the people who you go with that makes the whole thing spicier. urm, the theme was traditional and i wore a cheongsam. i really love the last part of which all of us went crazy and we didn't care less about our surroundings what others may think of us. * laughs out loud. some even gave up on their heels and even went barefooted dancing! i must say that some danced like as though they're drunkards. hahaha! i have my best girls with me and we danced like crazy! gurmit singh was our host and oh my, he is full of nonsense and totally a joker who never fails to crack the audience up. i will never forget how he made all of us excited for nothing for a game of bingo. in the end, all tables have the same game card of which we know nuts about it and we wasted our time screaming BINGO at the top of our lungs. haha. it's kind of lame but honestly he expressed that it's a way of nurturing team spirit. blah blah blah. okay! let's just leave the visuals do the talking, shall we?
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wooooot!
to be exact, i have 156 photos in total. this is enough. haha.
the one who stays by you. friday on july 10th, i had dinner with these crazy girls at the tampines mall. oh my, i miss these girls so much. AND i am very happy for fidah and leman/lemon for having such beautiful babies. plus not forgetting, i thank boyfriend for sending me home after that. heeeee.
some oddballs to share. it tickles me to the feet to read this.
married thieves went to court to split loot.
in 1975, a couple of married thieves went to court when they could not agree on how to split what they had stolen. the court decided to put them both in jail.
robber threatened to call the police?!!
in lonia, michigan, when two service station attendants refused to hand over cash to an intoxicated robber, the man theatened to call the police. yes - the robber! so when they further refused, the robber called the police and was arrested. HE'S AN IDIOT!
HAHAHAHA. it shows how crazy this world is and how bored i am at home on a monday. fcuuuuuk. byeeeee.
my day was well spent tremendously. macdonald lunch dates, having fun at the MASQUERADE - of which we didn't manage to purchase anything for our dinner and dance due to some last minute plans plus i must admit that we made a mess at the shop - laughs out loud, karaoke at the cuppage - screaming our lungs out till our voices gets hoarse and dinner at the fish and co with the boys - to catch up on the latest happenings in their lives. oh well, i will suggest to let the visual speaks for itself. honestly, my mind has switched off its engines and i can't think straight plus i am too lazy to think of captions. nevertheless, i did enjoy myself with my crazy bunch of people. they have been very good friends to me and i know that our friendship will be of good memories that i will never forget, no matter what!
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with the pencuri kain - mira.
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KARAOKE - CUPPAGE CENTRE.
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i think i look retarded in here. .
my hair got into his nostrils in the midst of snapping a picture of us. nyehahaha. he looks like ah meng in here. sorry raja!
will blog proper tonight. i am officially tired. goodnight.
hello there. as you can see i have updated my past week updates in various posts. this month has been a fun one. with friends you love, you will just never stop being happy. i am really enjoying the whole process and i realised how wonderful and blessed my life is. we have to keep on believing that HE has wonderful things planned for our lives, each of every individual. and what does the past tell us about our future? we plan, he decides. i am enjoying every bit spent in my life.
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okay, let me just spell out a few things. a friend of mine msg-ed me this afternoon confessing to me about how she felt about our seven years of friendship. honestly, i do admit my mistakes. i admit my faults not being there for you most of the time. i am terribly sorry for not sharing the celebration and joy on your birthday. as a matter of fact, i cried buckets too when i read your blog regarding about me and our other cliques. right now, i am alone in my bedroom and when i am alone, i can think. i think of my friends all the time. i think about all the time spent with friends back in school. i am as emotional as any other human being and i do have feelings. friendship is about forgiving, don't you agree? at least i have made the effort calling you up on your birthday of which you refused to answer and i ended up messaging you instead. i am not saying this to win the game and i don't think this is just sufficient enough to make you happy. i wanted to make it up to you. you and your sarcasms never change. i have tolerated your sarcasms for seven years and honestly, i am used to it. if only you could give our friendship another chance, i will make things work. your boyfriend will want the same too. so you decide.
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anyway, i am on leave till this sunday. thanks to the pigs, my ward is converted to a H1N1 ward and thus all of us will suffocate with masks and gowns. plus deployment will take place of which i am really not looking forward to. swine flu has really conquered the world and even though it is relatively mild, it is scaring the shit out of me. till today, i am really pissed as because the DORSCON is still on yellow alert. what the fcuk? shouldn't it be red? the situation is not getting any better so can somebody please write to the minstry of health or something? i hope this gets better in a few weeks time as because i hate being deployed. i know human swine flu is a mild illness of which people recover from it without any medical treatments based on their immunity levels. so let's just * cross fingers and hope for the best.
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okay, let's go to the depressing part of which has got the world crushing down to our feet. yeah, you guessed it right. i am going to blog about michael jackson. he is the next princess diana story, don't you think? he died at the age of 50 of which i felt he left at such an early age. it somehow made me utterly sad as because i grew up listening to his songs. his songs are inspirational and i bet it will be aired still for many years to come. even though i am not much of a fan of michael jackson, i believe his legend will live on forever and my blessings will be for him and his adopted children. his death has caused a great impact on people coming from different walks of life and i've read the news that some women has attempted suicide in denial of his death. oh my.
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now for the good news. my bestfriend, fidah has successfully delivered her second child. i am so happy for her and i can't wait to visit her and the baby hopefully today! babies are just so adorable and honestly i can't wait to have my own one day. i want to have eight! nyehahaha. plus i've received news that hakim's getting married next year. wooot. we might meet up for lunch one of this days and i am excited and happy for you. you bachelor days will be over soon. :P
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this really is a long post. i just penned down everything that popped in my mind. i hope things will turn out smooth and wrapped out soon. i hope life will be as blissful and happy. i hope friendships and relationships will work out pretty well for me. my oh my. i am filled with hopes. wish me luck, alright? it's time for me to go to bed. i have breakfast with faizah later plus a date with love tonight. i am going to have a fulfilling week and i am excited. goodnight people.
dinner with love, nana and ezad @ breeks, ngee ann city. whooping 110 bucks. oh my. courtesy of love. he is as stubborn as ever not letting me pay for the meals. did some late-night shopping with love at the mustafa centre after that. oh yah. i have bangs! heeee.
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seriously, i can't wait for paintball. wheeeeeeeen?!!
transformers a hit! i love the colourful robots and for the credit, i have watched it twice and thus i wouldn't mind watching it all over again. yeah, who's up for the third? nyehahaha. well, the first was with boyfriend and his friends.
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chilled with the boys at the cathay after the movie. lia and faizah had to leave to join their dates. oh bummer. we talked about how busy life is such as the constant responsibilities of work and relationships. they are such a joy to be around and it makes me laugh hearing about their past. will be hanging out with all of them again this thursday!
henderson waves with love. i love time spent with this boy. we can talk and share about anything under the sun and that is the reason why i fell in love with you. in case you want to know, he loves to dance and he is the one who forces me to take pictures of him dancing. he will go like this eh pendek, amek gambar i joget cepaaaaaat! nyehahaha. his idiotic acts never fails to make me laugh. even till at this moment, i am giggling with glee looking at all of these pictures.
to draceania pearl-linnia. seriously, you need to take up anger management, NOT ME! go and see the doctor. i think you're reaching menopause anytime soon. pfffft.
you and your mood swings. wooooot. macam mak nenek!
18th june - marina barrage with love, nana and ezad. i love time spent with these people. we are going to have paintball next week at the singapore discovery centre and i can't wait! yayness! crazy jup jup even warned me to get myself heavily padded just because i am small-sized. * laughs out loud. i am going to shoot specifically at your belly, i tell you. nyehahaha. i am going to make sure your belly gets bigger and swollen. heeee. awwww. how i miss this boy. he's off to kuala lumpur yesterday morning and he will only be back on sunday night. yeah, i know it's only three pathetic days but it seems so long. i am all gloomy here, waiting.
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the crazy one. he loves making faces at the camera. haha.
17th june - dinner at the kallang leisure park, the sushi restaurant. sadly, i didn't manage to take any pictures due to the fact that the both of us were too heavily engrossed and excited with our food. plus we dined in too late and we were finishing up our food as fast as we possibly could. the sushi was awesome and i will love to patronize the outlet again! we chilled next at the tanjong rhu facing the singapore flyer and of course, i will never stop persuading crazy jup jup to take pictures. he will never fail to give me ideas when it comes to pictures.
we found this piece of art on the streets of tanjong rhu. it looks like me and him. hahahaha. sorry sayang.
i love you.
thank you for the necklace and the helmet that you bought for me.
i am not in a good mood today. i am broke and tired plus a crazy woman who is reaching menopause practically pissed me off at work today. you badly need to get yourself a husband. seriously, in case you noticed, single nurses always have ridiculous mood swings. maybe it is a bad and stupid decision to share this on my blog, fearing she reads it. and if you read this, let me just advise you to get married fast. i have my own stress levels too but i don't go around finding for victims or rather should i say scapegoats to vent my anger at. you badly need to take up anger management. gosh, i have other million things to think about. i do not wish to waste my time pondering about this. you don't deserve to be in my thoughts. the next thing i care about now is : snack. i am hungry. PLUS i am experiencing very slow internet connection these days. goodnight people. have a splendid day tomorrow. i have an appointment with a cancer doctor plus a date with my other half tomorrow. <3
i spent my weekends awesomely with amazing girlfriends and love. i am really enjoying the whole process - the buzz and the drama at the flea market. i heard flea markets will be held hebdomadally and i am excited for the next one! bumped into my previous lecturer at the flea market and i am thinking whether should i get her to help me out get stocks from hongkong as she has friends there who owns apparels. as mentioned in my earlier posts, mira and i planned to have our very own online shop and so i thought it will be better if we bring in first-hand clothes and of course, the trendy ones. i hope things turns out well for us. honestly, i find that i haven't been productive and so i thought this might be good to start off with, slowly. plus, i am treating this as a pastime/hobby with my girlfriends. gosh, i am tired of waiting for a place to study at nanyang polytechnic. i have yet to receive any news from my nursing director and that is the reason why i felt i am not being productive. i am hoping that i can spend some moment in my life enjoying my time in school. back to my old days, i realised i haven't showed any kind of love, passion and interest in school. it's time to look for opportunities and learn to love the things that you do. seriously, anxiety is killing me. i am hoping hard my nursing director would miraculously approve me. oh well.
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plus, i am anxious for my next upcoming dance. seriously, i am not ready. i am even considering of backing out. everything is so out of place. i failed in time management and i need to buck up. i haven't been attending my dance classes plus i am even having problems financially. plus, it's abit expensive for twelve lessons every month. hell no, i am not considering to get help from granny. she has been nagging that i have been using up money for unnecessary stuff and i am not letting her know that i have this issue. i have to handle and learn to face and settle this independently. gosh, i sound like some middle-aged married women who worries about money every single day. yes your right. i am growing white hair. soon you will see me ugly and wrinkled looking like an eighty year old woman. i badly need to sort out my priorities. i handled it wrong in crashing all the dreams that i really want into one. i know this is ridiculous for some reasons. i am just like any other ordinary human. i have dreams, expectations plus fickle-minded ideas. if you have nasty thoughts about what i write thinking what the hell do i really want, go kill yourself. perhaps, jumping down from a twelve-storey building would be better. nyehahaha.
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well, i have to believe in myself. that's important to me. of course, it is challenging and obstacles will sure be there to hinder your path. maybe in a few years time, you will never know that i might accomplish all the dreams. i have so much plans in mind and let's see how far i go. you only own just ONE life. live it to the fullest. never stop having dreams and believe in yourself. you will be surprised your plans might just bestow upon you one fine day. it's all about sacrifices. think about it. pardon me for such a noble entry.
i am at work and am feeling bored. my patients are all fast asleep plus i'm glad i am not hearing any noisy callbells since 1am. i can't wait for weekends and to have my night done and over with. brrrr. i miss my bed. i miss crazy jup jup. plus, i'm broke and i am crossing my fingers, hoping my flea market is a success. awww. fcuuuuk. i can't wait for bonus. pardon me for this redundant paragraph. nothing personal. okay bye.
diana happy nampak.
anxious fathers. nyehaha.
mira gets excited.
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i am not ready! screw is for taking such a long time to figure out on how to use the camera. nyehahaha.
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the crazy boys.
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ERIN MACAM FAHAM!
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by the way, this is my cousin - cassandra j. khan
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we found this piece of art on the streets of tanjong rhu. it looks like me and him. hahahaha. sorry sayang.
i love you. 
boy-boy acting cute again.
thank you for the movie treat! drag me to hell really freaks me out. plus, i love dinner at the pastamania with you.
all busy stocking up.
the long queue.
singapore flyer. 
au naturale.
